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| Hey everyone jusss chill take it easy an picture just relaxing in the shade of a palm tree on a beach in maui ya man its allllllll good
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~Pete~ | | |
| I have changed........lol all this time I've been thinking that everyone has been acting weird and to a certain extent they have...but thats just because I'm not the same person I thought I was. I miss the old me. The one where a single ray of sunshine brought hours of enjoyment. I miss the times when my face would ache eveytime I thought of my friends cause I would smile so big. I used to tell everyone I loved them and meant it with all my heart but lately I haven't meant it as much because so many people have said "be careful who you tell that to" or you don't really mean it." That made me question it and I automatically assumed they were right. Well they weren't and I shouldn't have been what they wanted me to be. I realize that I had been made into something I hate by someone who shouldn't have ever been part of my life. At first everyone thought it was cool but then my knees buckled under the weight of holding up this mask. Now what am I? Now the good news. My recent trip to kentucky has shown me alot of this.Danielle,Mikala and My best buddie Char I just want y'all to know that I appreciate you for you. Everything you are is amazing to me and I do love you with EVERY fiber of my being. So don't ever EVER let anyone talk you out of that (not even yourself.) I would thank you for your friendship....but the saying thank you doesn't suffice at all. I would say that y'all mean the world to me but that seem to set much to small of a price to ya. There are many things I could say about our friendship but I found out that the very words I would use to describe are not worthy of you. Through the tough times y'all have been there so I can truly say......You are my reason for existence. Some might say its stupid for me to bank so much into this but why bother to love people if you aren't willing to love without reservation? Well guys theres the beans and the can to go with em. I love you ALL of you with all my heart an there ain't nothing you can do to change that.
~the old\new Pete~
P.s. I mean every word of this so you can tell that voice in the back of your head that keeps saying "Hes just saying that to make us feel good" to shut up. Peace. | | |
| unexpressable emotions fill my heart as I wait for my day. It shall be soon...............................
Love y'all with all my heart soul and mind.......the only price of this love is a small tiny tiny smile pleez.....I'm begging with the puppy eyes and all! lol love y'all
~niaPete~ <------- anyone figured it out yet? | | |
| And now we shall take a small peek inside my brain.
Wasn't that fun! lol
Love y'all (especially you)
~niaPete~ | | |
| Guess whos back? lol yea i kno it was so peaceful wasn't it? lol anyway I miss all of y'all soooooooo much and I'm trying to make phone calls (so why aren't ya home?) LoL anyway if i don't get to you fast enough then you kno what to do :) Just kno that I don't intentionally disappear for months on end and its not easy at all when your heart is 300 miles away so I miss y'all I love y'all and most inportantly I love all y'all. k i think i'm done.........now wait theres something else..... I love y'all! (especially you)
~niaPete~ | | |
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